Wu-gambinos

Man. Boy does this whole new life change thing suck a big piece of ass. Right now I'm here in the south about to go into a hot ass summer time full of bullshit and unexpected pressures of hum drums. While everyone I know gets to play around and live a sweet life. I know I know 20 years from now I'll look back at this time and think-Oh wow that was the time everything changed. And I'd never be the man I am today for it not for the cursed thing. But right now things just suck. Why am I here Why am feeling like I won't get out of this hole

Listen to the GFK.

Cause it sure won't.

The Branches in the Weed be the viens

Since my situation has changed drastically. I've decided to change this blog's focus. There will still be charts and occasional graph.But from now on. I'm going to document my life as a normal. A short haired, non big city living, 9-5'er that's living for the time when he's not working. Time to show everyone what this Lynchburg Life is all about. Plus maybe it'll make me get up and do things. Like I don't know? Go to the woods, or try to get another job, or find the adapter for my camera, or something. We'll see how it goes.

1982

I know the 80's craze is way played, but this song reminds me of being driven to preschool and kindergarten, and I get all nostalgic and shit

Right Now

So it seems this experiment is really going to be real. A year or so of living the Lynchburg,VA life. A year of living the normal life of work, covert racism, bad clothes, uncool hair, and eternal reflection.
I'm not sure what I'll be like after this experience, but I'm sure I'll be different

architecture digest

The rock pathway was always a jewel in my eyes.
In a home that was so minimal and basic
The rock pathway seemed like a little splurge

CUT

They cut the trees down, by my house. The tall 100year old trees. They just cut them all down.
Its heartbreaking,it makes no sense. Just cut them down.
Mom is sad about it though she's playing the pragmatist.
"They're gone. It does look ugly,but imagine how much worse it would look if they'd left the brush."
The sky by the house is especially empty now. The sun is HUGE and now beats down on the kitchen window during the middle of the day where it once used to only push in.

I miss you and NY

What is going on with me? I mean seriously what is happening right now? A few months ago I was really into life. But things were messy then too. A mess I was more used to though.
We were living with cats. But it was OK. We were starting something up between us. Something that was so right and so almost didn't happen.
I took you to that party, the Christmas one, the infamous one. And when we got home you yelled at me for so long with so much pain in your voice. I was blown away.
And thought to myself this was going to be one of those heavy ones. The kind of ones that leave a mark.I was game. I had marks. I knew all about them.

WORK

Work is hard. Work man I tell you. Work is something you do cause you have to. As maybe you can tell I don't like my job all that much. I know not an unusual thing, but a thing just the same. Its not that my job is to sin against man and god, but it is intolerable. The facts, the paper, the fake smiles and weak handshakes.
People tell me to hold on and not to give up. They're right I know, but its hard. Hard as Hell. And I get sleepy too. So Sleepy in the middle of the day. I have to close my door and nap for a few minutes. I wonder if my co-workers know I'm napping in my office. I wonder if they know how much I dislike work.
Hard to say when things will change. As it stand right now. I've got no boss. No direct co-workers. And really no guide to go by to do things I've never done before. I've got the chance to make the job my own. Give it some personality. Blah blah blah. Shit is sucky

[Flow Chart]

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